Monday, January 31, 2011

Don't be a hater.
We only do this for fun :)

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Farim Shahnan!

"Nad.. Honestly, are you happy now?"

"Definite yes"

"Good, me too! Both of us dah berjaya. I guess it's because kita dah mind set that this year is gonna be about happiness"

Before 2010 ended, me and Farim made a vow to let bygones by bygones. 2010 was never easy on both of us.. To be honest, both of us pretty much ended up with a broken heart. To see how life has been easy for us after all of that happened, is pretty amazing.

I remember that one night when I called her with tears and everything. She was almost in tears too. You basically won't see our wall posts with each other often or texting often but we're very close in the most unexplainable way.

Both of us are really happy now. January treated us good. We cannot wait for the more months to come.

Here's to happiness and here's to 2011!

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Dear Mama,


my mum reads my blog.

She is still reading it.

Since then, she's been calling me emo-bear.

Ma, please stop reading my blog. Please go and read UTUSAN MALAYSIA. You can gain more knowledge there.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011


Ask me anything, people.

I don't have anything worthy to update but I'm up for answering questions.

Uhh, jangan la tanya soalan yang minta I cekik korang. K?

Thursday, January 20, 2011

I might
  • set this blog on private
  • delete it
  • stop updating it
I am just not feeling it anymore.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

12 years.

Dear triple M,

I have known you for all my life and to see our 12 years of friendship just go down the drain without any known reasons (at least to me) is utterly upsetting. I know that I must've done something wrong to actually deserve your cold treatment but honestly, I do not know what I did. Maybe you can tell people that I do not understand you but did you really try to explain to me what happened to our friendship? I know I deserve that explanation.

From the bottom of my heart, I am really sorry if I have ever done something to hurt you in any possible way. It wasn't my solid attention to hurt you because I love you to death to lose you. I really do not know what went wrong between us but I hope one day, you'll come back with an explanation. Maybe I haven't been much of a friend to you after school ended but you know I made some effort.

Honestly, I miss you so much. I miss forcing you to go to Korean House and have lunch with me at random hours. I miss hearing your annoying face asking me and the rest of the girls to wake up. I definitely miss our random nights at my place and ended up at some hooker street with Mimi and Yazeen.

I hope you'll read this because as much as you try to deny our friendship, it will always be there. I will always be there for you, in spirit. Take care, babygirl.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Hi, I miss getting long comments from my readers.
Need some cheering up.

Thank you :)

Monday, January 17, 2011

Nadira Aqilah

I don't know how life works but I'm gonna be okay with it.

Hi, I'm Nadira. Currently has lost interest in blogging but the mood will come right back on when I'm done with my tests and whatnots.

Regarding the event below, please come or I will kill each and everyone of you. Bye.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

I'm not feeling this place anymore.

Will be back whenever.

Saturday, January 15, 2011


Hi people.

In support for Majlis Kanser Nasional (MAKNA) and Persatuan Down Syndrome Malaysia, me and my friends are organizing a charity event called 'For One More Night Acoustic Jam'.

Event: For One More Night Charity Acoustic Jam

Date: 16 February 2011 (Wednesday)

Time: 8PM-12AM

Venue: Library Auditorium, UNITEN (Kampus Putrajaya)

Ticket Price: RM7.00 (UNITEN STUDENTS) RM10.00 (OUTSIDERS)

The objective of this event is to spread awareness to our generation about these unfortunate friends who have suffered while we are enjoying our life. We are bridging the awareness and morality through music to promote love and peace.

Other than that, we will be opening a booth for you guys to donate anything in form of money, clothes, books and etc.

Students of UNITEN who are interested in performing on that night acoustically, please inbox me your info at my facebook page (NADIRA AQILAH BAJURI) or (AQIF AMEER).

Starting from next week, there'll be a booth at each college of UNITEN for the students to sign on our handmade banner and tickets can be purchased by any of them

  1. Nadira Aqilah binti Bajuri (COIT)
  2. Ameer Aqif Mohd Noh (COE)
  3. Anwar Hakim Nazri (COE)
  4. Mohd Helmi Kamaruddin (COIT)
Any questions regarding the event, don't hesitate to ask.

Donate and save lifes, guys! :)

p/s: If you want to perform, please inbox me because there are other details that I need to tell you :)

Friday, January 14, 2011

Pretty little things.

  1. My proposal for 'For One More Night' Charity Event (Acoustic Night) is approved by UNITEN.
  2. My friends' team won the game.
  3. Shafeena got into semi finals.
I think everyone had a pretty good week. :)

Uhh, leave a comment if you're from my UNI.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

I think I just died this week.

This calls for another Tutti Frutti session on a rainy 9PM.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Copy and comment whichever applies to you.

I’m a lesbian, so I must have a crush on every girl I see.

I have alot of guy friends, so I must be fucking every single one of them.

I smile alot, so I must have the perfect life.

I listen to reggae, so I must be a stoner.

My opinion matters, so I must be a bitch.

I’m comfortable with my body, so I get around?

I like to help out, so I must be a suck up.

I’m black, so I must be ghetto.

I’m black, so I must be stupid.

I’m Mexican, so I must be low class.

I’m bisexual, so I must get around.

I’m straight up blunt, so I must be a bitch.

I like to drink, so I must be an alcoholic.

I don’t hang out with guys, so I must be a lesbian.

I cut myself, so I must be emo.

I’m bisexual, so none of my girl friends can feel safe.

I laugh and smile, so I cannot be depressed.

I like spending my day at home, so I don’t have any friends

I am gay, so I must be bullied.

Most of my friends are dudes, so I must be a tomboy.

I’m on Tumblr, so I must have zero friends in real life.

I’m a Muslim, so I must be a terrorist.

I make alot of mistakes, so I must be stupid/retarded.

I strongly defend LGBT, so I must be gay.

I’m from a broken family, so I must be a rebel.

I like rasta colors, so I must smoke weed.

I’ve had sex, so I must be a slut.

I’ve made mistakes, so I must be untrustworthy.

I really love him, so I must hold on.

I’m a Filipino, so I must be a maid.

I really love him, so I must be taken for granted.

I’m a politician, so I must be corrupt.

I’m blonde, so I must be really stupid.

I’m wearing a black shirt, so I must be emo.

I wear make up, so I must be a flirt.

I make alot of mistakes, so I must be hated.

I am a teenager, so I must be misunderstood.

I’m depressed, so I must be seeking attention.

I came from a broken family, so I must be problematic.

Sunday, January 09, 2011


Situation One.

Some random guy added me on facebook and then he sent me a message.

Random guy: Hey, kenapa awak tak approve saya?
Me: I'm sorry.. Saya approve orang yang saya rasa saya kenal je. Kita tak ada mutual friends pun.
Random guy: Hmm, saya nampak awak kat page Nadia Aqilah. Tu kakak awak kan?
Me: Yes.. she is.
Random guy: Saya minat kakak awak. Approve la.

I decided not to reply his message.

Random guy: Eh reply la.

Still not replying.

Random guy: Eh kau nak kerek apahal? Kakak kau yang artist. Bukan kau! Gila sombong ah kau ni.

Oh and I had to translate what he actually typed because he typed like this.. HyE awuK bwaT apEw. I was just saving yourself from the retardation.

6 facts.

  1. My sleeping pattern is haywire, again.
  2. The new url will commence on February 1st;
  3. I am hungry.
  4. It's 4.15 AM.
  5. I'm retarded.
  6. Bye.

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

Of pain and letting go.

This is for the boys and girls who've been holding on to 'nothing' for too long.

I know how you feel before you go to sleep at night or after you wake up in the morning.. Longing for that one text to make your heartache all better. To dream about the person you love and waking up to your heavy heart. You cling to your memories with that person because you refuse to believe that he/she is gone. You waste your 11.11 wishes on that one person who's never coming back but you, deep down, somehow believe that he/she will come back in your life and embrace you like what you see in your memories.

Did you know..

While you are wasting your time on what couldve been, there's someone out there who's willing to sweep you off your feet and make it all better.

If the person loves you, they won't make you wait.

If the person still wants you, they will show it instead of playing tug of war with your little heart.

You can't seem to let go of your bad habits of looking through your old pictures with that person or you just can't stop listening to sad songs and let your soul bleed. Honestly, I've been there.. As obvious as you can see, I was just like you. I know letting go isn't easy and it's not even close to possible from the way you see things now but when you finally have the courage to take a step forward and go on with life, you will realize how colourful this world can be.

Go out and live your life. :)

Tuesday, January 04, 2011


Amoi: Abang saya nak order makan.
Tukang masak: Nak makan apa, amoi?
Amoi: Saya nak nasi goreng kampung, tak nak pedas dengan telur goyang.

So she kind of gave everyone a wtf moment there when she meant half cooked egg. Thank you.


I love my readers and all but I rarely get feedbacks from any of you. I usually get 80/90 views per day but no feedbacks.

Well this cheered me up!

Monday, January 03, 2011

Hi world.

I read back my old posts.

I was being my emo self and the worst part is, I let it.

Deleting any posts regarding my past. Even if it means all of it. I can't stand looking at how much I let petty things hurt myself that much.

I'm done with it. For good this time, I hope.

I'm gonna be happy!

Update: changing my url to...

starting from 8th January. xx