Mama: How are you with _______?
Me: Uhh, we haven't spoken to each other after he told me he likes me..
Mama: Why? Things got awkward or you made it awkward? Or is it just you, running away from those things?
Me: He's been busy la, Mama. Nothing to do with it.
Mama: I know you, Adik. You tend to runaway when someone confesses to you.
Me: It's not that la, Mama.... I jus-
Mama: Apa dia? You're scared of commitment? You're scared of the responsibility of being someone's girlfriend? Until when are you gonna be like this? You're going to be 20 soon, Adik. And I know you, you make things hard for any guys yang nak be in your life.
She just made me realize that I'm gonna be twenty soon and the thought of me being 20 scares the living shit out of me.
In exactly 12 days, I'll be turning in to the big two zero and my mum made a strong point.
Regarding the 'You make things hard for the guy who wants to be in my life", I beg to differ.. Sometimes, people play hard to get because they want to know if the other person's feelings are real.
Goodnight, everyone. Have a great, Monday.