Tuesday, June 28, 2011

The stars, the moon.

She's crying out for help.

To tell you the honest truth, she's not crying loud enough to be heard.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Redirecting sounds sooo convenient right now. ;)

If you don't get any updates anymore, it means I already have some place else to rant.

Saturday, June 25, 2011


i miss our monday night.

the night that we sealed the deal; and that was also the night i was sure about my feelings for you. i knew about the butterflies that you gave but i was never sure if it was just me who felt it or if it was mutual.

i thought after my break, we won't be close. i thought we'd drift apart and just be strangers.

but we didn't. :)

i can't promise you any consistency between us, no one can but what i know is, these little butterflies that you've been giving since day 1 are staying. i don't know or how long but whatever it is, i just love the feelings that you give. all mushed up inside. you effortlessly swept me off my feet, with that cute smirk of yours. i wish i could see you everyday but hey, i'm not going to complain. i know you're trying your best.

and it's ironic how you're not scared of things not and how scared i am with everything.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Running against the wind.

I hate how the weather made me feel so sluggish.

And yet, it made me feel like laying on the ground and just look at how the clouds glide through the sky; not giving the sun any chance to shine. This, just reminded me of the innocence we once all had. Being carefree, spontaneous and alive. I just feel so... dead, these days.. It's like there's a monster in me, feeding my happiness with misery like vultures.

On a lighter note, I know how unlawful it is to download songs but I just downloaded a bunch of old songs that pretty much fit my mood.

So off I go to my parfait escape.

Goodnight, lost souls.

(Oh, please recommend me any good 'ol songs. My iTunes is beginning to rust)

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Monday night.

I don't want a serious relationship; i'm a teenager, i want someone who i can act like a complete dickhead around, that can spend hours just talking about the pointless things. i want someone who makes me laugh and who i can plan stupid things with that'll never happen because i'm sick of seeing these movies with the girl falling in love with the perfect boy. who wants perfect? i want adventure. i want someone i can tell my secrets too and waste my weekend with and act like we're 5 years old again. i wanna have fun.

and i'm grateful that i got that person. :)

even when your phone always dies at such inconsiderate hours..

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Summer haze.

You think you know who your true friends are?
Wait til high school and see who is there for you when your ex-boyfriend spreads rumors about you.

Think you'll never do drugs?
Wait til its right in front of you and all of your "friends" are doing it.

Think you're tough?
Wait til you say the wrong thing to the wrong person. See who backs down first.

Think you're smart?
Wait til you have an English paper, science project, history test and a 10-minute oral due tomorrow cause you were absent for a day.

Think you're cool?
Wait til you're the only one who doesn't make the sports team.

You think you're popular?
Wait til you make one mistake and everyone loses respect for you.

Think you'll never fall in love?
Wait til a guy looks deeply into your eyes and says he loves you.

Think you'll never get your heartbroken?
Wait til the same guy is holding another girl behind your back.

Think you won't have sex?
Wait til the guy you think you love says it will make you closer.

Think "Nothing's gonna happen to you"?
Yeah, wait til you're sitting in a jail cell, wondering how you got caught.

Think you're gonna be an individual?
Well, wait til one morning when you look in the mirror and you look like
everyone else.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Lesson #01

Never put your guard down.
You might think you're important to someone..

Well, you're not.

Thursday, June 09, 2011

The truth is...

You're not scared of the dark,
you're scared of what's in it.

You're not afraid of heights,
you're afraid of pain of falling.

You're not afraid of people around you,
you're just afraid of rejection.

You're not afraid to love,
you're just afraid of not being loved back.

and you're not afraid to try again,
you're just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.

Saturday, June 04, 2011

Pretty little thing.

This is to the girls who think that they are not pretty enough, skinny enough, fat enough, smart enough, tough enough.

You are enough.

In fact, you are more than that.

The next time you feel guilty at eating a piece of chocolate, swallow the whole bar. You're young, enjoy life. Don't miss out on so many things just because of some labels that the media has created to make us not appreciate our own self.

If you don't appreciate yourself, then who will :)

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

Ten unworthy facts.

  1. My hair isn't long enough.
  2. I love cats, way too much.
  3. My sleeping pattern is fucked up.
  4. I have no interest in fast cars and bikes. Honestly, I don't care about cars. Unless if it doesn't bring me to great place to eat.
  5. I am too attached to my blackberry.
  6. I am very fickle minded.
  7. I love food.
  8. I am obsessed with food.
  9. My friends consist of 70% guys and 25% girls.. There rest of it can't really decide their gender.
  10. Oh, have I mentioned to you how in love I am with food? If I could make a relationship with food, I would.