Friday, August 26, 2011

In your eyes.

So many things that I wish I could write without having to sugarcoat anything but then again, everything will be questioned. Like every other thing that I've posted.


I like how at the beginning of a relationship, everything feels transient. Like nothing could bring you and your partner down.

How you get butterflies during phone calls, the perky feeling when you receive their texts. The little smile as you're typing that one text for them.

After awhile, those butterflies will turn into flesh eating disease.. The perky feeling you get will turn into some sort of unimaginable sadness and that little smile will be replaced with tears.

Not everything lasts forever.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Say hello to a very fickle minded child.

Can someone help me choose because I'm known to be a very fickle minded child.

Blackberry Curve 3G


New set of wardrobe

Oh to make it a bit confusing; I already have Blackberry Curve 2G (that has a screwed up keypad, always mati at inconsiderate timing). I know this is a very petty thing but I have to make decision by tomorrow afternoon.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper.

The strongest person is not the one who doesn't cry,
The weakest person is not always the one who always cries.

That's something everyone has to accept. Just because a person always cries, it doesn't indicate that the person is weak because ever since birth, it's a sign that you are alive. One thing you ought to know is, every person has different way of expressing their feelings. Some are really blunt about it while others, just bottle it up.

Those who bottle things up are mistaken for heartless; when deep down, they are just more vulnerable that you could ever imagine.

On a lighter note, someone just made me smile. :)

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Nadia Aqilah's Twenty Sixth.

Happy twenty-sixth birthday to my dearest sister,

You've been my solid rock, my backbone and my diary for the past 20 years of my life. We were enemies back then, I hated you, you hated my guts. I wanted to strangle your fat ol' self and you wanted to hang my annoying little butt but it's funny how things turned out after our parents got divorced. We felt this huge void between us and I'm glad it wasn't too late when both of us decided to patch things up.

There's not a day in my life that I'm not proud of you, akak. I am always proud of you and abang; I will always pray for the best as both of you are my life. My left leg.

Be happy because you know, you deserve it!

p/s: Your idiocity has always been my favorite trait. TEEHEE! And I'm sorry for the absurd pictures but that's just how we roll.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

  • my examination starts, tomorrow.
  • blackberry is as dysfunctional as the letter h in john.
  • i've been craving for some really nice dessert.
  • i miss bops, so much.
  • sometimes, i wonder what the hell was i thinking when i agreed to take this course.
  • i don't think i wanna go to rockaway concert anymore since deryck whibley is injured, they are cancelling all tours.
  • stress level has increased to the n-th degree.
  • to be honest, i hate everything right now.

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

i know this is a week too late.

there are a lot of things that i love about the holy month of ramadhan.

it's how the muslims devote themselves to the responsibilities that has been written in five pillars of islam. it's beautiful.

and how everyone gathers for terawih and at that moment, you could see the faith that they have in their eyes. so pure. in that moment, you are no different than any other human beings. be it your wealth, your health or standards.. the only thing that separates you from everyone else is your imaan.

you wanna know what's the most beautiful part?

millions of people, fully devoting themselves,
for one and only reason,

Saturday, August 06, 2011

Jas Min & Nad Ira

I've known this girl for all my life; to see her pack her stuff just now was heartbreaking and I could never tell her how much I'll miss her. We've gone thru so many obstacles together, whether it was good or bad, her family had my family's back and vice versa and it's been like that since 1999. I know you will be more than fine there and I want you to know how much me and Aunty Normah will miss you, we will miss you dearly.

Good luck in Manchester, I will definitely visit you before I finish my degree! You are always loved by me, babygirl.

Double six.

Happy double six, bops.

I guess a proper letter will be in your hand, soon. <3

Tuesday, August 02, 2011

Hi phantoms.

Tell me something I don't know, or something I should know. Or anything.

(I haven't seen Nero in sucha long time)


I feel so, demotivated.